Pool of Tears

8/28/02

I run off, all alone
I find myself alone in a room
drowning, in a pool of tears
and so I sit, unable to stop
crying, crying. nonstop crying
why do i cry?
By now I know not why
It starts as stress
that i am unable to contain
and from that stress 
flows everything i have locked away
I lock away everything
I hide it from me
I keep it away where no one can see
yet one thing leaks out 
and from that one thing
that for the average person
woulld need not a tear
I begin to drown in a pool of tears
I cant contain it
It wont stop
and so I sit
not knowing why
as everything pours out
all my sorrows
all my questions
alone where no one will know
till I can hide it once more
just drowning in mypool of tears