Sitting here all alone
in my room at night again
just staring out the window
nothing to see nothing to do
the clock hits three am
I sit and stare thinking
I cry off and on
wishing I had someone to talk to
and still I have no one
no one here to talk to 
no one out there with answers
just me here sitting
alone and lonely as usual
forever alone and lonely
I wonder when it will end
I stare at the night sky
asking questions it cant answer
I stare out into the city wishing I had a friend
but who would want to be friends with me?
Who even knows I exist?
No one
they don't know im here I don't let them know
because im to scared to go up to them
I see them around 
potential friends
but im terrified of approaching people
so I sit alone and lonely
wishing for a friend 
and to chicken to go up and talk to anyone to make a friend
so I sit here beating myself up
wishing for someone to talk to
and wishing for the end
when the end will come I don't know
I hope it is soon
im not sure I can handle many more sleepless nights