I know I've doubted you for a long time

I know I've often said your name should be a curse

my simple prayer now is simply forgiveness lord

I don't know when how or why

but i have realized now what I need most of all

please help me lord I've taken a bad fall

I don't know where to go from here 

or even where to start

so I'm simply praying you will guide my heart

and continue to give me the friends I need most

who continue to guide me in your ways

and help to show me who you really are

and help me see your true face