Times of happiness seem fewer day by day I need someone to help me find my way I'm so depressed from the rut I've fallen into I'm starting to wonder, would death be the best thing to do I'm so afraid of what the future holds I wonder if I could throw the world away for heavens golds Is life worth living, is this depression worth it? I search every day for another escape but no matter what I do or how I try the reality of the world all the filthy junk I have to put up with I sometimes wish I had the guts to commit suicide what am I to do? Where am I to go? What happens after highschool? If I commit suicide will I still go to heaven? Or is heaven just a myth? I wish I knew the answers If people who are Christians kill themselves and they still go to heaven, would I be cheating myself to force my way by getting life over with in My time? I really wish I knewPosted by Becca at July 18, 2002 01:30 PM
I can certainly relate to you through your writing. Thank you Becca for sharing your thoughts and your writings. It helps to know there's others out there who feel the same.
Posted by: Kevin on September 7, 2003 11:50 PMHi Becca,
I hope things got better for you. I've had the same feelings but now through readings I know that it is wrong to do it. It would be awful for my family and friends, and I would not have salvation.
Take Care,
Tom