Anxiety

The struggle to not be afraid.

February 24, 2004
Politics vs. What is Important 2

Politics must be seen in perspective. To make rational decisions, we must calm our anxieties.

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February 11, 2004
The Expert on Shyness

I loitered after the Wednesday Writers tonight, talking to a friend and eavesdropping in on a speaker who exuberantly declaimed his expertise on the issue of shyness.

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December 23, 2003
Orange Alert at LAX

I'm getting tired of these high adventure scenarios that are becoming more and more what bureaucrats feel must be an essential of our daily life.

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November 05, 2003
Rocketing!

You just can't turn your back on a health problem.

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September 13, 2003
Messages

If I refuse to be terrorized, what power do they have over me?

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August 25, 2003
Glop in the Mind

Only rest will freeze it so that I can extract the lessons of the essence.

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June 27, 2003
A Thought about an Open Mic Reading

It was like being at a Toastmaster convention, watching a virtuoso performance filled with the same trite bits of advice, the same jokes, the usual anecdotes, and everyone laughing on cue.

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February 07, 2003
Shopping for my Birthday

When I agreed to go up there, this trap wasn't part of the deal.

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January 04, 2003
Things that Can't Be Talked About

It's a tragedy indeed when thoughts cannot be freely voiced.

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December 27, 2002
The Other Sorrow

I want her back at a job so that I can resume my life as it was. I love her, but I need my routine again.

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December 15, 2002
An Apology, Paranoia, and An Attitude

I was wrong, Ann. I am sorry.

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October 16, 2002
Cassandro

Last year at this time, we worried because we felt that we could do nothing to stop terrorists from attacking us. This year we fret that we can do nothing to stop our government from doing whatever it pleases.

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September 17, 2002
Woe

I'm pretty useless as a husband.

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September 09, 2002
Another Piece of Shrapnel
I've been spattered by reminders of the biggest missed opportunity in my life and feeling helpless about it. Yesterday, we...
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